life and death.
you have t accept one of them.


just woke up.


school tmr.
nights.



imissmadarling.
guessshe'ssleepingalr.
pangsehkia.

i promise from now,
i'll just keep quiet.


may god forgive those lil children.
they're still childish.
the mind still not working.
may god bring them t the right path.
may god forgive their sin.
may god forgive me as well.
for e last time. ((:

sigh.
today is aunt's last day.
bet everyone gonna cry.

anyway, jus dont get it why so many things happen nowadays.
same thing again n again.
so FUCKING tired.
esp those passerby.
dont make sense can?
insult people without their names.
somemore they claimed themselves a passerby.
-.- duhh.
so lame can.
may god forgive them again.
for not using their names given by their parents.
LOL.


so many things had happened.
now it's time t realise wad n which things is for me.


i want everything turn out t be fine.

please la people,
tag ma board with ur name pls.
sound lyk you dont have a mother.
hahahaha..


well, who knows?
cheenas.
born without a name.
oh! im so sorrry for u , PASSERBY!

sigh.

auntie just passed away.


to angeline's friend.
get this fucking thang right before you say anything ya?
at least i know how t compose.
not lyk some people LOVE t steal things huh?
becareful ya,
one day she might steal your bf.
hahahahaha.
arse.
keep your bloody mouth shut.
yeah.
ivy right?
liu huh?
heh.
ya, ivy liu from loyang sec, keep your bloody mouth shut!
you, fuckhead!

hahahaha.

angeline, dont so guai lan la.
i wont let this matter go easily.


OH MA GOD!
ah lians.
bunch of ah lians.
i wonder how they suck their lips into e mouth and take pic.
super gule on it?
hahahah.
hmmm. interesting.
hahahahhaha!!!!!!

IM home.
supposed t be sleeping on ma bed now.
yeah.
im talking t `lingling`.
hee((:


yawnn.
went t town.
with `lingling`(LOL) , millie.lawrence, cat.lionel, manda.bj.
ate nydc.

something happen t catnlionel.
but they're okay now.
sorry cat, i shouted at you. )):
yeah.
wanted t watch the eye 10.
but the tickets were sold out.
sigh.
MILLIE AGREED TO WATCH YOU KNOW!
den RAHH !!!~~

slack'd at rockyyyyyyyyyyy.

after tht,
we bought cup noodles t millie's place.
awwww.
so poor.
hahahaha.
stayed for awhile, den we left.
sat around void decks.
`lingling` took cab home.
while cat.lionel sent me home.
i saw ma dad.
:/





how i wish i can lie on you and sleep forever like this.

HOOO!
im back from town.
hahaha.


was with cat.
waiting for lionel t come.

saw jonathan.
wow.
a small lil boy now turned into a young man huh.
hahahaha.
hmmm. not bad not bad. ((;

yeah.
den saw vernon n zac.
slack'd at rocky.
LOL.
so funny arhh you all.
LOL.

and yeah,
stop staring, you fuckhead!
just fucking speak right infront of me, you bitches.
look at your fucking face.
look lyk one fucking cock.
i wish i can stick up your fucking mouth, you BUTTHEAD!


ahem*
oh wells, ahem.((:
went t food court with lotsa them.
saw pj n yimin.
den howai.
lol.
den AH YING AH.
den woww.
-raising eyebrows ups and down-
lol.

den home'd.
lalalala.
i enjoy'd ma dayy.((:


i dont want t know anything.
it sucks.

hi peeps.((:
yeah.
im at millie's place now.
hahahaa.

im with dearie,cat.lionel,kaku and millie.
LOL.

yawnn.
tmr is GOOD FRIDAY!
millie gave me an easter egg!
YAY!
hahahaha.


good-----------byeeeeeeeeeeeee.:DD

ORH HOR!!!


u hack my acc sial.. so mean. haha. change yr pw then u know ah. lol

-millie:)

eeeee.
some of the malays suck big tym todayy.
pissed me off marn.
arse!


yeah.
den ate kfc after school.
den t pet's safari.
hiak hiak*
the dogs and HAMSTERS are so CUTEEEEEE!!!

kaku's went for her CO,
manda's went t look for bj,
michelle n ismadi went t 201, i guess.
yeapps.


slack around tamp with ma two lil beautiful girls.
hahahahah.
so funny can.
OH! i lurve tht SOFT ice-cream cone. ((((:
yucks.
hahahahhaa.



nth i've done is right.

were late for school today.
LOL.

woooo.
we still went for breakfast.:DD
we ATE MEE PORK!

awww.
they got internal suspension.
)):
i went back t class alone.
AH.
LOL.

went t millie's place after school.
OH YES MAN!
I LOVE THAT TYM!
hahahahahahahha..
lionel came.
den baby came.
shell n ismadi came.
watched 'mind hunters' again.
LOL.

den went t eat.
den home.


and i hope you'll always stay e samee.

im very very very angry okay.


stop pretending.
stop acting lyk an idoit.


dont worry darling,
im not talking about u k?
*muackkkks*

some people.((:


blah blah yada yada.
fuck off la.

went t baby's place so EARLYYYY! ((:

went t meet them at far east.
millie watched spongeBOB! hahhaa.
she didnt call me. )):


den walk walk walk.
play play play.

home'd.

harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. ma mum said i've t wake up at 7.30 tmr morning lehh.
harrrrrrrrrrrr. )):


sometimes i wish,
there's only me n you in this world.
no one else.
no one can snatch u away from me.

sometimes, i wish,
someone can take you away.

sometimes,
i dont even dare t think about it.


sometimes,i cant make you happy.
this tym,
it's ma turn t tell u.

when i let you go,
it doesnt mean i dont love u anymore.

i wish someone can bring u happiness.

im so tired.
very tired.

cat.shell n i went over t kaku's place.
called millie, but couldnt find her.
argh.
i miss tht girl.
((:

sing sing sing.
lalalala.

den went t tm for dinner with jen.
waited for shell for yrs.


why is friendster so lagggggggg.
im getting oldddddddd.



imu. really i do. ((:

everything can come and go just like that.
i know you're trying t change.
and trying t believe me as well.
how i wish someone nice can just wake u up from this nightmare.
stop threatening you.
stop scaring you.
stop hurting you.


stop all this.



how i wish someone nice can show you the light on the road.
so that u can walk the right path.

i just want u t be happy.
and now you're lyk suffering with me.
the feeling is so sucky.

tell me.
tell me how u feel.
wad you want.

i just wanna know.
imma bad girlfriend.

happy birthday manda! :DD
happy sweet sixteen!

we went to..... refers t manda's blog. hahahaa. or bj's.




good night. ((:

2more hours t manda's birthday!
((:


yesyes. nods- :DD
i've changed ma skin.
hahahaa.
tht sweetie pie made it for me.
thanks ya.

anyways, we had english oral this morning.
with MR KOR. (is tht the way t spell?)
wadever.
after that, millie and i still have t attend our art remed.
thought it supposed t end at errr. 3?
but it ended lyk around 12.
ahahaha.
so great.


den headed t millie's place.
den..
IM FREAKING PISSED.
arse.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

gf.kaku.cat.lionel were there.

watched "mind hunters"
DAMN FUCKING NICE PLS!
aahahahhaa.
i kept talking and talking.
kjcnoih vkrsn;djkfksdflsjklf(:

den yeah.
wadever SHIT.




the feelings is not right.

chee bye. i damn pissed off now larr.


pua chee bye.

i cant take this kinda jokes okay.
fuckanehneh.

although it's after 12,

i still wanna wish cat a happy sweet sixteen! :DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!
love ya lots. ((:
hope u enjoy ur day.
HOPE.
yeah.
BAHH!


im tired.
anyway, slept over at millie's place on fri.
hahaha.
so fun.
:DD
yawnn.
dont feel lyk updating.
hah.
bahbah!

tht pig still sleeping cann.
arse.
i think her phone gonna's burst anytime!
((x


awwwwwww.
i miss rika.

we sent her and yohan off today.
yaya.
i made her a card.
hahaha.
anyway sweetie, wishing u an advance happy 18th birthday! :DD
i'll keep tht chocolate wrapper.
hahaha.

sigh.
come back more often aight?
we'll miss u.

nth much tday.


wooo.
cat's birthday is coming.!
hua lala!





girlfriend,


kiss me hunny dunny yummy bunny. :DDDDDDDD

thanks girls, peeps. :DD








we saw many PEOPLE ytd. -_^


yeapps.
out with dumby((: new nameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
LOL.
cat.lionel.
den met up with manda.bj.
wanted t watch in cine.
but was too crowded.
so we went t lido.
yeah!
dumby bought me a chocolate mint ice-cream.
:DD


the queue was damn long cann!
luckily we were in tym.
manda.bj were buying e tickets.
phewwww!
thanks arhh.

caught 'HITCH'.
oh pls.
its so damn funney!
hahaaa.
ilovethatshowwwwwww!

den back t cine.
BK.
wooo.
i ate ice-cream again.
hehehehehehehehehheeeeeeee.
den home suga homee. ((:



imma harpeeeee girl nowwwwwwwwwww..... ((:
ilurvemadumbdumbgirlfriendddddddddddddddd.........................

hmmm.. still trying. (:


today,there's something brighten ma day.:DD
alot of things.


if everyday so many things can brighten up ma day,
im sure,
im gonna do it. ((:
i will.




your love doesnt seem real anymore.

i'll try.

im sad.

i want t end ma life.

i want everything t turn lyk how we used t be.

no more.

not gonna be anymore.

i pinched, bite maself.

no.

not pain at all.

one day,

if i couldnt stand it anymore,

i'll cut.

dying...
with a smile..
which will nvr forget you guys..
especially, the one i love.

finally got ma hair done. (:


rika's back! :DD
wahh.
saw tht art student todayyy..
weeeee. cute cute cute cute.
tht smile he gave. ((:
kaku's....wooo.
hahaa.




i dont know if i can forget about you.


i need someone t cheer me up.
anyone nice? :DD